A passionate Love
The one made of dreams
Everything I wanted
And more
Our hearts connected
Our souls already knew
We were meant to be
But only for now
The trauma and heartache
Of the things that
Happened before me
Became insurmountable for him
I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t know how to handle it
I simply gave him everything
And hoped for the best
The best is yet to come
Wasn’t a term
That worked out for me
Or for our relationship
The heartache
The gut wrenching knowledge
That we were no longer connected
That we could break
And we did
It was horrible
It took years
It was traumatic
Falling out of love
Takes so much longer
Than falling in love
And all that it entails
The steady hairline fracture
That becomes a massive crack
Which breaks apart
And then just sits there with no support
Friends didn’t know
What to think
What to say
Or what to do
Their own fears took over
Could this happen to me?
I don’t have room for their drama
Get me out of here
My fears went into overdrive
My whole world fell apart
How could love
Do this to me
Even in the relationship
I was all alone
But now
Everybody knew it
There was no armour
I was exposed
It was raw
The loneliness consumed me
The fear took over
The anxiety took hold
The love was replaced
With emptiness and horror
I’m glad I loved
It was amazing at first
My heart expanded
Before it broke
I learnt and I grew
I fell apart
Then I picked myself up
And I am healing
I am ready to love again
Not like that
My heart is healed
And is bigger
My heart is knowledgeable
It is open
And reinforced with
Emotional intelligence
I am ready for a love
Like I have never known
That knows no bounds
That can fly so high
A big Love
Unconditional
Yin and Yang
Heart Mind & Soul Expansion
I hope…